..the cold, hard-truth
January 06, 2011
It’s now three a.m.
I’m still fully awake. The massage was good but wasn’t good enough to lure me to sleep now. How come, I`m now reviving this old habit I tried to turn my back on after I lost you? Was it because I was inspired by Shielfa’s diaries? Im back on writing. Somehow, at one point I realized I must have move on from you. But it is not the case either. Only I found out more how lousy my writing and English had become. As if it was any better in the first place. *sulks*
Yes, I was inspired by her diaries. I want her writing so bad. So bad that I want her style; so damn bad, just to write and describe how I still keep you in that one special corner in me.
Oh, digging up to this old habit only brings me to the cold, hard-truth. The months had taken their turns. The year is new.
Still, it is all about you.
It’s now three a.m.
I’m still fully awake. The massage was good but wasn’t good enough to lure me to sleep now. How come, I`m now reviving this old habit I tried to turn my back on after I lost you? Was it because I was inspired by Shielfa’s diaries? Im back on writing. Somehow, at one point I realized I must have move on from you. But it is not the case either. Only I found out more how lousy my writing and English had become. As if it was any better in the first place. *sulks*
Yes, I was inspired by her diaries. I want her writing so bad. So bad that I want her style; so damn bad, just to write and describe how I still keep you in that one special corner in me.
Oh, digging up to this old habit only brings me to the cold, hard-truth. The months had taken their turns. The year is new.
Still, it is all about you.
posted by Minako Aino at 12:22 PM
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